사랑해.

Below is a very short video that I edited from the interview after the press conference of Rain’s supposed-to-be-concert at LA Staples Center last year..but it was cancelled the last minute due to production problems. tsk.. 

So why did I bother posting a short greeting from him? Nothing. Just kiddin’…harhar. XD

Actually yesterday, I finally decided to rename my already-towering-still-not-properly-named videos of Bi starting March last year (I was still able to rename the ones before March..hehe). You know how good I am at my favorite thing called procrastinating right? LOL..

Anyways, it has been a habit of mine (since I got my hands full on a 160g HD) to just download all the new videos of him and watch it whenever I feel like…and it’s because my video card is low and my computer won’t cooperate so all the videos I watch always comes out super laggy…so bleh. So whenever I rename them, I try to at least view them one by one.

As I was watching them, I came across the full video of the cut above and I was really surprised to hear the name ‘Ji-hoon’ in that video (FYI, this guy uses the name ‘Rain/Bi’ for his music career and ‘Jeong Ji-hoon’ for his acting career)! Then it sank in me that it was the time when he was filed a lawsuit for using the name ‘Rain’ in the US (filed by the band Rain: The Beatle’s Experience. He won the lawsuit by the way..)…so from that moment, I felt really sad.

Last year, I’ve had worst internet downtime. I don’t have connection for months, around April-June, and that made me invisible to any news related to Rain. Those months were the same months Ji-hoon was fighting over lawsuits here and there…and I wasn’t there to give my support to him. If you’re a Rain fan, you’ll probably know how I feel that time but if you’re not, then don’t bother asking ’cause you’ll really never know the answer. I thought that if I were there, I would’ve sent a message telling him that the Clouds are always behind him in case he forgets. I know he won’t probably get to read it, but doing that just gives me the feeling of existence…

So been there, done that. For now, I just want to be a part of his every step.

[사랑해]

It’s time to fill up that lost time…hehe. The pic above (credits to the owner) is from the Lotte Family Concert last Saturday, Feb.16. He looks absolutely good not only in that particular photo but overall!! See the muscles? *drools* Bwhahahaa. His aura feels so different from the presscon. I think he missed the stage so much…hehe. Me too Ji-hoon…I miss seeing your performance photos and videos. Too bad…I don’t think we’ll be seeing more…

I still don’t like the dieting idea though. Okay…that idea is fine with me AS LONG AS it is done the healthy way. But the way I can see with Ji-hoon? It’s otherwise. So to you Jeong Ji-hoon, quit the idea of starving!!!

After some days on hiatus, I’m back with some bitching updates.XD

Rain held a press conference today at the Seoul Lotte Hotel Grand Ballroom to talk about Speed Racer (that he will play about 1 out of 2 hours in the movie), new movie Ninja Scroll (comment about this to be posted later), signing up at William Morris Agency (to take care of his US career), a single for the Beijing Olympics (which I think..Samsung Anycall..? not sure), English album (if ever he still has time after NS filming), and the debut of his trainees in his new company.

Now the bitching part: his hair – today’s hot topic in every Rain forum I visit.

Shocked much? You bet I was! I was literally staring on my computer screen with a dropped jaw for a couple of minutes before it finally dawned on me that it really is, Jeong Ji-hoon. Actually I still can’t get over the first time I realized that it’s him I was looking at and not Bae Young-joon. XD

I know his hair is long…but I never expected it to be THIS long! (The pic above does not do justice to his loooong hair because of the angle…but I’m too lazy to post another one with a full view of the hair so yeah… He’s wearing a ponytail btw. ) My fingers are itching to give him a haircut since last year with Speed Racer. What more now after seeing these?! Who in the world originated the idea that almost, if not, all ninjas HAVE to have long hair?!!

Now I can say that his WT hair a.k.a the mohawk with a twist of Il-sun hairstyle is BETTER than this one. LOL… And just like the WT hair, I know I’ll eventually get used to it too in a matter of days. hehe..

Another thing that saddens me is that he’s really thin nowadays. He said in the presscon that he is focusing on loosing weight and building his body for Ninja Scroll. So why am I sad when it’s just because of the movie? Because I know how much this man loves to eat and I know what food can do to change his mood so easily. And…and nothing really. Geez..I’m starting to sound like whining over nonsense things… I just hate to see him thin that’s all.

Re-reading what I wrote above made it sound like I don’t like seeing him at all when in fact it’s the TOTAL opposite! Despite of the long hair and thin face, it’s still very satisfying to see him once again. It only took one of his genuine smiles to wash all my worries away.